Nothing's wrong with dreaming!

2010-06-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

Baby, it's me using your blog (:

I love you too! And, I will miss you even I am asleep! Goodnight, baby!

See you in my dreams! <3

I love you

2010-06-20T21:05:00.003+08:00

Long long ago! Long Long ago! Since i blogged. Currently at my baby's house blogging! and she is now sleeping! lol

Abby! I love you!

Now Nyuk Qiang has left, work has been hectic. I have been so many task and so little time to complete them, it is just not right.

Iphone 4g is coming out! Warning, please do not buy the first few batch of iphones. I would advice to you guys to buy only when the 3rd patch is released and updated unless u wish to be the one that does all the feedback to Apple.

Went out with Baby and her best friend today. Went to marina barrage; what a lame place. Since it's father's day today, I ate dinner with her family. Love you baby!

How's world cup for everyone? I have this weird feeling that all the scores are actually fixed before the match. Isn't match fixing illegal?

Signing off! bye guys!

TooT TooT!!!

2010-05-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... someone likes call me a Toot Toot, sounds cute? lol

Sin Cheong, PLEASE STEP INTO HELL FOR GOD SAKE.

Recently, Things been wonderful! Except work...

What has been wonderful for me?

Stay tune! zzz...tired! good night!

i seriously miss you

2010-05-01T13:38:00.002+08:00

Labour Day, AND I HAVE TO WORK! WTF! But till now, there no problem! lol

When was the last time i talked you? every line you've said has no feeling. Why?

Wow! been awhile since I've update this blog. I see what i can type later. haven't had much programme recently. Bye!

Work!

2010-03-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Blogging in office!! Woot!! it's 8.10pm so it's like OT! Yay! Money! O.o

Went to joshua's Chalet ytd and chat with his parents. I didnt know philip(my pool coach) had put so much hope on me to be great. But with so much work to do and no time for pool, I feel like i have disappointed him. I won't let you down!! waaa... so gay...

Haziyah!! you found me!! O.o

Going Genting tommorrow. Hope it'll be fun. Goodbye Singapore!

Good night!

random

2010-02-23T01:17:00.003+08:00

Work work and more work. GAHHH!!

Went to GF to see my coach, philip for a while. Been a while since I touched pool. Then went to klassic to find some sparring partner, woot! This guy Alvin jio me race to 9 table punch, lol! I won 9-4. yay!

Going genting with my family, ONE BIG FAMILY! this coming March holiday's. Hope they allow me into the casino. LOL!

Am I still finding myself in the world of your's? WHAT A JOKE! LOL!

Tired! Goodnight!

Strip my wings. I don't want to fly anymore.

Happy Chinese New Year.

2010-02-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

Been busy with work and cant update a shit. lol.
Chinese New Year is nearing and Have you brought ur clothes? lol I did... Spent $300 lol and still ahve a pair to shoes to buy. Happy Valentine's day to those couples! =)
I wish all couples to have a wonderful valentine's day as well as a great chinese new year!

I miss someone. =( Well, it's been a while since i've seen her.
"Don't stop believin" Thanks the cast of Glee I will never stop believing.

Silvia might be working with me! lol! isnt that awesome? She'll hate the job most prolly.

Signing off bye!

You always have a choice...

2010-01-17T03:30:00.004+08:00

Nobody is going to do it for you. Nobody is going to step up and intervene. It's up to you.
You can just drift-like a sailboat on the sea, going wherever the wind blows.Or you can take hold of the wheel and steer your own course.
There's an old Latin saying:"When the win won't serve,take up the oars!"

Lol. That's a short paragraph of what I've been reading. The Power to Change. I always have a choice. The interesting part he mentioned is that there are no have to's in life. The only have to is we have to die. Kinda interesting. Makes sense though, we can choose not to work, but there are consequences. We can choose not to drive to work, but we will be late. So, he mentioned that we should change our have to's, to we want to. Thus, we want to work so we can pay our bills. Interesting so far? lol. I have not read finish, so i'll go back to reading it.

I hate myself and life hence, it's time to change myself! =(
Shoo you negative Yoda!

I'm not surprise, not everything last

Lost...

2010-01-05T14:08:00.001+08:00

I'm speechless. You are not a bad person. And you will never be a bad person. There are many things you have yet to learned or experienced, you just need the time for it. You made a decision to escape from the harsh reality. I didn't. I'm still here, standing but on the verge of moving on. Well, I did but I will never forget what happened.

Went for Pool ytd and wow! I played liked shit. =(

Meeting Silvia later for dinner. Gonna have to rush down from school. And yes, I'm blogging while in school. I can't help but to make you feel better.

I'm bankrupt now. I need financial assistance. X.X

Keep that laughter and smile on your face and never wipe it off.

Signing off!

I just haven't met you yet!

2010-01-02T23:43:00.004+08:00

Happy new year everyone!
May we all have a wonderful year ahead! God Bless You All!

The past few days was a hectic period for me. Joshua had another chalet on 29-31 Dec. So as per normal i had to be there service provider for cigg and liquor.

31 Dec, New Year's day celebration/countdown at Gallery Hotel with my WoW friends. Sadly I didn't drink. lol. I was afraid that i would vomit or stink when i get home so yup! I didn't drink.

New Year was spent sleeping lol! Too tired after such a hectic period.

And today! I was suppose to catch a movie with joelle, joshua and friends but I couldn't as they decided to watch it late. Why? Well, I needed to meet up with my Choir friends from HSCS at Seoul garden for a gathering and food! Been Starving for 3days or so. =(

School is re-opening on Monday! No more slacking for me!

Take the gun, and count to three

There's a glow off the pavement...

2009-12-29T03:09:00.002+08:00

Ok! I'm like leading a life that is filled with emptiness. Well, at least that's what i feel...

Wow, heels. It's the first time I'm seeing that on you. How are you doing?

Seriously, I have no idea what life is about. Someone told me it's about questions and answers. But still i don't feel it's that way. " Take it in, this is life before you know who you're gonna be.."

Getting my iphone next mth. Happy!!

ARGH! nth to say. =(

Back then i said i wanted to marry you

Christmas!!

2009-12-26T02:40:00.002+08:00

YAY! Merry Christmas everyone!

And guess what, Silvia is giving me the taylor swift fearless platinum edition as a belated birthday gift and christmas present! Thx! Love you!

Went out yesterday with Xiang Zhuo and Silvia to Changi Beach for a drink or two. Well, it was to celebrate Christmas! =)

Hmmm, Christmas is just another day since i don't normally celebrate it. lol.

Love you all! and God Bless!

I've watched you so long
Screamed your name...

Just know i'm right here hoping....

2009-12-23T16:52:00.002+08:00

YES!!!! I finally got want I wanted thx to my bestie Silvia. Well, she paid for me in advance as i didn't had enough to buy the CD! Omg! Love Taylor Swift. =D

Wennt out with bestie Silvia yesterday for christmas shopping as she wanted to buy presents for her family. She has 4 other sisters so kinda needed to spend a little. lol. Caught a movie a Cathey, Avater. However, we bought the 9.45pm tickets and didn't realise that the show was 3 hours long!! Ended at 12.30, so we had to call Greyton to come fetch us for a cheap $15. lol! Lucky or unlucky, u name it, we got into a road block before going up ECP. LOL! The first time greyton got into a road block. His cousin didn't carry her IC along with with her but luckily the police officer allowed her to jux write her IC no down. lol.

Long winded. LOL! Exciting day yesterday. lol! Hope more will come!

I could back to every laugh
but i don't wanna go there anymore

Make Love, Not Warcraft...

2009-12-22T11:26:00.002+08:00

Lol. Been playing world of warcraft this few days and not going for pool. Bad me! Anyway, time to take a rest from pool. I've been playing really badly this recently.

Went to Lenka's concert last week with Sam. Awesome! Nice voice! Pretty! OMG! Lol.

Going out with Silvia later for Christmas shopping. Damn tired!!!

Bye!

I'm terrified

Seeking love...

2009-12-17T01:35:00.002+08:00

Just came back from competition and i was lucky i qualified for the last 16 this coming friday. Play badly. Hope that i play better this friday.

World of Warcraft is fun especially after such long period of absences.

It's 17th! so happy birthday to Mag Wee again. Going for Lenka's concert tomorrow with Sam. Im so anxious to see Lenka. Nice vocals. Looks pretty too. LOL!

Weird, I'm blogging at joshua's and joelle's chalet. Here to provide cigg and liquor. There are under-age! Kids are really getting really bad now. *sigh*~~

Boring!! Gonna go eat now.

Bye!

And I wanted to know how that would feel, and you made it so real

2009-12-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Piglet playing World of Warcraft! LOL! I'm bored. I know it's lame...

Went to Mag's birthday party yesterday. Saw you and we did not say a word to each other. Guess we have nothing to tell each other anyway. When I wake up tommorrow, I hope I will get over it

17th Dec Happy birthday Mag.

Played WoW the whole day. Finally got my account back and playing my mage.

Competition on Wed. Hope I play well.

Signing off!!
Night!!

He kissed her...

2009-12-12T02:08:00.004+08:00

My game is like a pile of shit now! I need to train harder and have a different mentality from what i having now. zzz!

Went to Tiffany & Co to look for Mag's birthday gift and guess what they didn't have any of the pendant with M left. So I had to pre-order it; gotta wait for them to call me to get it then. No diamonds on it but it's made of sterling silver so it's still worth it. Went to Dior and LV as well and i'm thinking of buying something for you from either brand. Who? Her birthday falls on 30th Jan. *sigh*~~

Happy Birthday to Alex on 9th Dec! Thx for the meal as well! Really nice of you. Nice food too. LOL!

Aww! Silvia is leaving for Malaysia tmr with her family. Gonna miss her!
Greyton! you lucky bustard! LOL! Be careful next time!

I'm am so gonna see you during her party. Argh! It's like freaking awkward. Btw saw a recent photo of you, seems like you slimmed down? or is it just the picture? Anyway, hope you are fine.

To the sweet taste of freedom

I think i should know

2009-12-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

Been thinking about something. I realised I never had a birthday I wanted. Isn't that sad? =(
Some wonders why would I treat my friends so well and buy expensive stuff for them. The reason?
They don't deserve such experience like i do? lol.

Mag is celebrating her birthday on 13th Dec. wow! That's on Justin birthday.
Well, It's just a coincidence, nothing to be surprised about. lol.

Happy Birthday to your Dad. I wanted to see you. I wanted to tell you how i feel.
Never got the chance.

After school, Went out with alex and greg and headed to GF for a little pool session.
Went off and meet my BFFs for dinner. Love them! And Greyton, Please be careful. O.o

Weird ah. Everywhere I go, I see Chanel's logo. lol.

School holiday is coming soon. Wondering what i should do. Boring!
Work? More pool?

Rain rain go away!!

When you're close I feel like coming undone

You already have....

2009-12-02T13:05:00.004+08:00

Bahhhh! MST is next week and I'm so unprepared. Gotta Study soon man!

Been working for Intel and recently many have seen the Core i7 in the market. Anyone seen Core i9? LOL! It's the pinnacle level of the 'I' series featuring 6 Cores! OMG! That's like monstrous. Still in development, so I expect it to be released during 2011.

Reformated my laptop and now, I've lost all your photos. *Sob!* Still deeply in love with you! AHHH!!!

WTH! Rain is a free one ah! Everyday also rain! How to go out like that?!

Off to practice pool later!

BYE!!

You made me crazier...

Sitex 2009!

2009-11-29T01:14:00.007+08:00

Working under Intel again. Tied down to Axioo, a local brand. Selling Notebooks and Net books, priced below $1000. Budget? lol.

Sitex 2009 Brochures
This link gives you most of the brochures around Sitex 2009. Sunday is the last day. Some prices has already been slashed so go down to Expo and have a look!!

Back to usual blogging.

Mag is working for Intel as well. Slack job isn't it?! lol. But, she is getting bored of it. Tomorrow is the last day. Hope she can hang on. I can always go down to accompany her if she needs to vent her boredom. LOL!!

I see you everyday. I think of the past everyday. I can't sleep because I'm thinking of you. I know I still love you. I'm glad that you are still wearing the Chanel necklace I gave to you.

8 Ball Competition tomorrow at Pool Fusion. Good luck to me!

Good night!

Baby, It's a fact

I like...

2009-11-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

"Here In Your Arms"

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

Nice song!

Working this week at Sitex 26-29 Nov. Boring! but extra cash! lol. Compromising.
Going for Axioo training later at 2pm. Hope I don't have to do intel training. It's like going to be the same stuff i guess.

SEEYA!

Unless I'm feeling your heartbeat

I only fear losing you...

2009-11-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

Her voice! *faint*. lol.

This week has been boring. Mostly it's pool. No one wants to hear about pool. lol

Get your braces done~! Save up! It's been what you wanted long ago. Projects and more projects; busy you.

There was Chronicles of Narnia on channel 5 moments ago. Awesome movie even though I've already watched it like 100 times. lol. Weird me.

You pull me in and I'm a little more brave

Am I...?

2009-11-20T01:19:00.003+08:00

Busy busy busy! Zzzz

Pool Pool and more Pool. It's like there's nothing more to my life than Pool. I really miss those days. Argh!

Seriously, why am I still so hiked up about what happened? It's been already 3 weeks. Why can't i forget about it? Am I still in love with you? Or am I just thinking too much? GAHHH!!

Anyone out there knows where can i get Taylor Swift's Platinum Fearless album? I need! Ok, maybe i just want it!

Nothing else to say. Goooood Nigggght!

It's like a million little stars spelling out your name

Another one bites the dust!

2009-11-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

Oh! I finally cleared Soviet's Campaign. Boring! No hot chicks. =(

Saturday was boring. Went to get my pool cue since I was suppose to have a competition today which i over slept so i didn't go. Reason why i overslept? LOL!
Yi xiang, Sino and Philip(my coach) brought me to this pub. OMG! There was like many Vietnam girls there that, hmmmm....ya! Not sex! LOL! $20 for 1 girl? Just a damn weird feeling. Not going to try again. I feel bad!

Spent my entire Sunday at home playing game. I wish every Sunday was like how it was suppose to be. 14 hours(12 noon - 2am)on the phone? Isn't it a record!

Well, school tomorrow at 8. Guess I'll be sleeping soon. good night!

I can't take my eyes off of you

You smile that beautiful smile

2009-11-14T01:10:00.005+08:00

Yay! Played Red Alert 3 today and oh my god! Gemma Atkinson as Liutenant Eva McKenna is so hot! Guys, please play the Allies.

Went out in the afternoon as Silvia had to go CDC to finally become a legal driver. Good for her! Saw Xiang Zhuo as we were about to leave. He was there to take his FTT mock test. After that we went for dinner and I left for pool while Silvia accompany Xiang Zhuo to his award ceremony.

Well, I promised I would meet them after the ceremony so we met at Clarke Quay Hooters for supper. We had good food, beer and liqour! Finally cabbed home at 12.

Still a little light headed but I'm still fine!

How are you these days? I haven't heard from you for a week. Hope you are doing well in your studies.

When my world wakes up today
You'll be in another town

Now that I know, now that I've seen

2009-11-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

Now that I know his side of story, I think it's time to question you.
Which is true? The actions that meant so much to me or the words you told him? My guess? I wouldn't want to speculate. It's history! I know that you are still angry and I know such stuff needs to be given time to heal the wounds. Hope you get better soon.

What a disappointment yesterday! After school, Ben and I decided to go Icez pool to check out some girls that Winston was coaching. Sources said they were still studying in JC! But when we reached there, they already left. Awwww! Well, there's always another opportunity!

Gratz Silvia! You finally got your driving license! I want a ride! That's the good news. lol. The bad news? The machine the she was suppose to make payment was broken hence she still isn't a legal driver. LOL!

Went down for pool just now and I realised my game is getting better. Significantly, my break. Yay!

School tomorrow at 8 so good night. I'm coughing! Argh!

I cant't help but wish I could see your face

Screaming your name

2009-11-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

Argh! I'm so not over it yet! I'm pretending every time I meet out with my friends. Can anyone out there help me?

Skipped school again today. Damn it! Met Silvia, Hakim at Century Square for dinner at Popeye's. Pok Swee then came to meet us after his school. I did say we were planning to go overseas so we went down to this travel agency and took some brochures to look at the prices. Went down to Starbucks and we slacked there while talking about our holiday plan. I'm not gonna be free next Friday. my BFFs are intending to go out; either clubbing or fine dining. lol.

I'm not going to skip school tomorrow so I think I'm still fine.

Sleeping now! Good night all.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna to go there anymore.

I'm pretending to forget you...

2009-11-10T00:34:00.005+08:00

Another random stuff that I found. It calculates your personality using your birth date. Mine is on 30 Oct 1990, so I was actually born on Tuesday. Anyway, I'm not trustworthy in your eyes ever since those nonsensical stuff happened.

Missed my first class today at 8am as I was still soundly asleep. Then the next class would be a lecture so again, I skipped the entire day of school. Where's my motivation?! =(

Awesome! I just downloaded Football Manager 2010 last night and when i woke this morning, the download was complete and I saved $59 on the original CD LOL! new interface and many new features! Those that wants the ISO, come get it from me! =)

Played the game till 3 and went off for pool again. It's becoming a daily routine. Well, every time I go down for pool, the scene just reminds me of him because, it was from this sport that I met him. And when i think of him, I think of you!!! *sob sob*

I like to make myself believe...

All I really want is you

2009-11-08T20:36:00.007+08:00

Taylor Swift - The other side of the door

In the heat of the fight I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said, 'This time I've had enough'
And you've called a hundred times
But I'm not picking up
Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer

I'll still leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

Me and my stupid pride, sitting here alone
I'm going through the photographs
Staring at the phone
I keep going back over, things that we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So baby if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to chase after me

Yeah, I'll still leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

And I'll scream at the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you but I do, I do, I do
I say, 'there's nothing you can say
To make this right again'
I mean it, I mean it, what I mean is

I'll still leave but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car to the stairs
And I broke down crying, wish it weren't this mess
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you

Nice song? I wish that's what you feel. =(

Went out to Suntec to help Sam find her heels. She was deciding on which pair to buy and ended buying both pairs. Nice one!

Left and met Silvia at Ehub for dinner at this Hong Kong Cafe place and chatted like there's no tomorrow. She wore the SP t-shirt I bought for her! Bought my favourite durian puff. I've been buying since the day my mum bought back and I have craving for it everyday. DURIAN!!! lol. And this is Silvia! Again, as requested by her...

Argh! School tommorrow at 8am. Good night all!

I'd be breaking all my rules to see you

Another day out!

2009-11-08T01:17:00.009+08:00

Love Zodiac Profile- Scorpio

If you are Scorpio:
Scorpio is the most erotic among all zodiac signs. You have a unique but wild sex appeal. You have a magnetic personality that pulls the opposite sex towards you. You are magnanimous but dominating in your relationships. Your skills in love and romance are unmatched. Members of your own sex look at you with jealousy because of the ease at which you woo the opposite sex. You are sensitive inside but you do not show it. Once in a relationship, you are totally faithful. You like your partner to be dynamic and interesting.

Your kissing style:
Your kisses are really hot. You are a fantastic kisser.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
passionate, mysterious, confident, talkative.
LOL! How true is this?

Sorry Shannon! I couldn't go to your party because I had stuff to do!

Met Greyton and Krystal at 444 coffee shop to have supper and went off to meet Silvia and Rony at Downtown East Subway.
I miss 5N2! As requested by Silvia, I bring you 5N2!

Why are you down? You shouldn't. Why envy when you have him as your "brother"? As each day passes, I'm forgetting what happened. I wish I can call you and talk to you like before. You showed me what living is for. I'm no longer upset but I feel that I have lost something important and that's you.

You came along and you changed everything

Weekends!

2009-11-06T22:34:00.004+08:00

Well, woke up in the morning and I'm still as devastated as before but I'm sure I can get over it soon.

Finally! time to slack. went to school for GEMS and class lasted like 30 mins or so. Since it was only 1.30pm, i went for lunch and went off to practise pool! Ever since then it's tough for me to concentrate because i think of you all the time.

Oh! By the way, my BFFs are planning to go Taiwan end of next year and i have to save up like 3k - 4k lol! I'm so bankrupt right now! anyone wanna provide me with cash? lol

It's Shannon's Birthday party tomorrow although her birthday is on 9Th Nov. I'm still unsure whether i can go or not. If i can't, I'm sorry Shannon. I'll still have a present for you! =). I'm like a busy busy person right now, i doubt working adults are as busy as i am.
Wayne's birthday is tomorrow as well. So Happy Birthday! I wish you all the best for the goals you have set out to achieve

I swear I'll study hard and earn lots of money in the future so that i lead a wonderful and peaceful life and share all my joy with the ones i love especially my family. And i just realise this coming Chinese New Year falls on valentine day! Guess i won't be able to find someone to share my love with. =(

Could you tell me what more do I need

This is Life

2009-11-06T01:51:00.017+08:00

We were all taught to think.
Think of the consequences one can make when an action is being imposed.
But humans are still humans and make decisions that many would disagree

Things that happened the past few days has made me learn a lot.
Some things in this world are better left unsaid.
I made mistakes myself and I take full responsibilities of those actions.
But when wrongly accused, I'm bewildered.
I'm still pondering, why did he do it? What was his purpose? Wasn't he trustworthy and knows what the consequences were when fabricated stories are being said? Has he grown up?
I was there for questioning. Why didn't he approach me first?
I don't know what will happen in the future but I hope you will lead an awesome life.
Dreams that you have told me, I hope they will become realities.

I'm going to continue to lead my previous life without you no more.
I'm going to continue to walk till I find someone and I hope you will too.
Remember this, unlike what you have said, you will get married one day, I'm certain.

All I have to say is goodbye, We're better off this way.