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Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 1:14 AM


Working under Intel again. Tied down to Axioo, a local brand. Selling Notebooks and Net books, priced below $1000. Budget? lol.

Sitex 2009 Brochures
This link gives you most of the brochures around Sitex 2009. Sunday is the last day. Some prices has already been slashed so go down to Expo and have a look!!

Back to usual blogging.

Mag is working for Intel as well. Slack job isn't it?! lol. But, she is getting bored of it. Tomorrow is the last day. Hope she can hang on. I can always go down to accompany her if she needs to vent her boredom. LOL!!

I see you everyday. I think of the past everyday. I can't sleep because I'm thinking of you. I know I still love you. I'm glad that you are still wearing the Chanel necklace I gave to you.

8 Ball Competition tomorrow at Pool Fusion. Good luck to me!

Good night!

Baby, It's a fact

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 12:06 PM
"Here In Your Arms"

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.


Nice song!

Working this week at Sitex 26-29 Nov. Boring! but extra cash! lol. Compromising.
Going for Axioo training later at 2pm. Hope I don't have to do intel training. It's like going to be the same stuff i guess.

SEEYA!

Unless I'm feeling your heartbeat

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:51 PM


Her voice! *faint*. lol.

This week has been boring. Mostly it's pool. No one wants to hear about pool. lol

Get your braces done~! Save up! It's been what you wanted long ago. Projects and more projects; busy you.

There was Chronicles of Narnia on channel 5 moments ago. Awesome movie even though I've already watched it like 100 times. lol. Weird me.

You pull me in and I'm a little more brave

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Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 1:19 AM
Busy busy busy! Zzzz

Pool Pool and more Pool. It's like there's nothing more to my life than Pool. I really miss those days. Argh!

Seriously, why am I still so hiked up about what happened? It's been already 3 weeks. Why can't i forget about it? Am I still in love with you? Or am I just thinking too much? GAHHH!!

Anyone out there knows where can i get Taylor Swift's Platinum Fearless album? I need! Ok, maybe i just want it!

Nothing else to say. Goooood Nigggght!

It's like a million little stars spelling out your name

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Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
Oh! I finally cleared Soviet's Campaign. Boring! No hot chicks. =(

Saturday was boring. Went to get my pool cue since I was suppose to have a competition today which i over slept so i didn't go. Reason why i overslept? LOL!
Yi xiang, Sino and Philip(my coach) brought me to this pub. OMG! There was like many Vietnam girls there that, hmmmm....ya! Not sex! LOL! $20 for 1 girl? Just a damn weird feeling. Not going to try again. I feel bad!

Spent my entire Sunday at home playing game. I wish every Sunday was like how it was suppose to be. 14 hours(12 noon - 2am)on the phone? Isn't it a record!

Well, school tomorrow at 8. Guess I'll be sleeping soon. good night!

I can't take my eyes off of you

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Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 1:10 AM
Yay! Played Red Alert 3 today and oh my god! Gemma Atkinson as Liutenant Eva McKenna is so hot! Guys, please play the Allies.



Went out in the afternoon as Silvia had to go CDC to finally become a legal driver. Good for her! Saw Xiang Zhuo as we were about to leave. He was there to take his FTT mock test. After that we went for dinner and I left for pool while Silvia accompany Xiang Zhuo to his award ceremony.

Well, I promised I would meet them after the ceremony so we met at Clarke Quay Hooters for supper. We had good food, beer and liqour! Finally cabbed home at 12.






Still a little light headed but I'm still fine!

How are you these days? I haven't heard from you for a week. Hope you are doing well in your studies.

When my world wakes up today
You'll be in another town

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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
Now that I know his side of story, I think it's time to question you.
Which is true? The actions that meant so much to me or the words you told him? My guess? I wouldn't want to speculate. It's history! I know that you are still angry and I know such stuff needs to be given time to heal the wounds. Hope you get better soon.

What a disappointment yesterday! After school, Ben and I decided to go Icez pool to check out some girls that Winston was coaching. Sources said they were still studying in JC! But when we reached there, they already left. Awwww! Well, there's always another opportunity!

Gratz Silvia! You finally got your driving license! I want a ride! That's the good news. lol. The bad news? The machine the she was suppose to make payment was broken hence she still isn't a legal driver. LOL!

Went down for pool just now and I realised my game is getting better. Significantly, my break. Yay!

School tomorrow at 8 so good night. I'm coughing! Argh!

I cant't help but wish I could see your face

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
Argh! I'm so not over it yet! I'm pretending every time I meet out with my friends. Can anyone out there help me?

Skipped school again today. Damn it! Met Silvia, Hakim at Century Square for dinner at Popeye's. Pok Swee then came to meet us after his school. I did say we were planning to go overseas so we went down to this travel agency and took some brochures to look at the prices. Went down to Starbucks and we slacked there while talking about our holiday plan. I'm not gonna be free next Friday. my BFFs are intending to go out; either clubbing or fine dining. lol.

I'm not going to skip school tomorrow so I think I'm still fine.

Sleeping now! Good night all.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna to go there anymore.

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@ 12:34 AM


Another random stuff that I found. It calculates your personality using your birth date. Mine is on 30 Oct 1990, so I was actually born on Tuesday. Anyway, I'm not trustworthy in your eyes ever since those nonsensical stuff happened.

Missed my first class today at 8am as I was still soundly asleep. Then the next class would be a lecture so again, I skipped the entire day of school. Where's my motivation?! =(

Awesome! I just downloaded Football Manager 2010 last night and when i woke this morning, the download was complete and I saved $59 on the original CD LOL! new interface and many new features! Those that wants the ISO, come get it from me! =)




Played the game till 3 and went off for pool again. It's becoming a daily routine. Well, every time I go down for pool, the scene just reminds me of him because, it was from this sport that I met him. And when i think of him, I think of you!!! *sob sob*

I like to make myself believe...

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Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 8:36 PM
Taylor Swift - The other side of the door

In the heat of the fight I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said, 'This time I've had enough'
And you've called a hundred times
But I'm not picking up
Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer

I'll still leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

Me and my stupid pride, sitting here alone
I'm going through the photographs
Staring at the phone
I keep going back over, things that we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So baby if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to chase after me

Yeah, I'll still leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

And I'll scream at the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you but I do, I do, I do
I say, 'there's nothing you can say
To make this right again'
I mean it, I mean it, what I mean is

I'll still leave but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car to the stairs
And I broke down crying, wish it weren't this mess
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you


Nice song? I wish that's what you feel. =(

Went out to Suntec to help Sam find her heels. She was deciding on which pair to buy and ended buying both pairs. Nice one!

Left and met Silvia at Ehub for dinner at this Hong Kong Cafe place and chatted like there's no tomorrow. She wore the SP t-shirt I bought for her! Bought my favourite durian puff. I've been buying since the day my mum bought back and I have craving for it everyday. DURIAN!!! lol. And this is Silvia! Again, as requested by her...



Argh! School tommorrow at 8am. Good night all!

I'd be breaking all my rules to see you

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@ 1:17 AM
Love Zodiac Profile- Scorpio

If you are Scorpio:
Scorpio is the most erotic among all zodiac signs. You have a unique but wild sex appeal. You have a magnetic personality that pulls the opposite sex towards you. You are magnanimous but dominating in your relationships. Your skills in love and romance are unmatched. Members of your own sex look at you with jealousy because of the ease at which you woo the opposite sex. You are sensitive inside but you do not show it. Once in a relationship, you are totally faithful. You like your partner to be dynamic and interesting.

Your kissing style:
Your kisses are really hot. You are a fantastic kisser.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
passionate, mysterious, confident, talkative.
LOL! How true is this?

Sorry Shannon! I couldn't go to your party because I had stuff to do!

Met Greyton and Krystal at 444 coffee shop to have supper and went off to meet Silvia and Rony at Downtown East Subway.
I miss 5N2! As requested by Silvia, I bring you 5N2!



Why are you down? You shouldn't. Why envy when you have him as your "brother"? As each day passes, I'm forgetting what happened. I wish I can call you and talk to you like before. You showed me what living is for. I'm no longer upset but I feel that I have lost something important and that's you.

You came along and you changed everything

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Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
Well, woke up in the morning and I'm still as devastated as before but I'm sure I can get over it soon.

Finally! time to slack. went to school for GEMS and class lasted like 30 mins or so. Since it was only 1.30pm, i went for lunch and went off to practise pool! Ever since then it's tough for me to concentrate because i think of you all the time.

Oh! By the way, my BFFs are planning to go Taiwan end of next year and i have to save up like 3k - 4k lol! I'm so bankrupt right now! anyone wanna provide me with cash? lol

It's Shannon's Birthday party tomorrow although her birthday is on 9Th Nov. I'm still unsure whether i can go or not. If i can't, I'm sorry Shannon. I'll still have a present for you! =). I'm like a busy busy person right now, i doubt working adults are as busy as i am.
Wayne's birthday is tomorrow as well. So Happy Birthday! I wish you all the best for the goals you have set out to achieve

I swear I'll study hard and earn lots of money in the future so that i lead a wonderful and peaceful life and share all my joy with the ones i love especially my family. And i just realise this coming Chinese New Year falls on valentine day! Guess i won't be able to find someone to share my love with. =(

Could you tell me what more do I need

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@ 1:51 AM
We were all taught to think.
Think of the consequences one can make when an action is being imposed.
But humans are still humans and make decisions that many would disagree

Things that happened the past few days has made me learn a lot.
Some things in this world are better left unsaid.
I made mistakes myself and I take full responsibilities of those actions.
But when wrongly accused, I'm bewildered.
I'm still pondering, why did he do it? What was his purpose? Wasn't he trustworthy and knows what the consequences were when fabricated stories are being said? Has he grown up?
I was there for questioning. Why didn't he approach me first?
I don't know what will happen in the future but I hope you will lead an awesome life.
Dreams that you have told me, I hope they will become realities.

I'm going to continue to lead my previous life without you no more.
I'm going to continue to walk till I find someone and I hope you will too.
Remember this, unlike what you have said, you will get married one day, I'm certain.

All I have to say is goodbye, We're better off this way.

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